Hello. Just wanted to say that, who is reading this, you are such a beautiful person. And there are people who want you to live. I hope that one day you will begin to love yourself and find happiness again. The love to ourself is the most strongest and most beautiful love that exist. And everyone deserves to be loved. If not from another person than from ourself. The only person who deserves your love is yourself. I hope one day you will find your own happiness. And always remember to be your own sun in the rain. And your own star in the dark. Don’t let others bring you down, because you are the most important human in your own life. Always remember we need rain in our life to learn, to grow and to be strong. I know I don’t know you and I don’t know if or what is going on in your life but I am glad that you exist. I hope you are feeling well and if not than whatever you are going through is getting away soon and that you will find your own happiness. After rain there comes sun and sometimes a rainbow. Life can be cruel and hard sometimes but the most important thing we should do in our life is to love ourself and never give up. Life can be so beautiful and one day you will see it too. Don’t forget to love yourself today. You are beautiful! virtual hug
On this path I’m on, I don’t even have a map but I never want to turn around.
stray kids - hellevator
Ich habe das Gefühl als ersticke ich. Ich bin gefangen. Ich muss hier raus.
Ich will sofort wieder zurück.
I’m not me, who are you?
I’m so different from the me I used to know
So many things I don’t know, my dreams are only second
I don’t even know how I feel so only tears well up
Every day, the situation ends
With either a question mark or three dots
I don’t feel like myself but then I do
My heart is lost and the answer is hiding itself
I’m only looking for it
I can’t touch it, my question is growing, but there’s no answer
(I’m not me)
Trapped in confusion, I still don’t know myself (I’m not me)
Do you know? Asking me, who doesn’t have any answers
You make me cry, hold my hand
I’m in front of you, you’re looking at me
Reflected in the mirror, I’m a maze (I’m a maze), eh
My insides are reflected in my mirror (my mirror), no
Where can I find it?
For once I wish I could see myself
I keep looking for it
- Mirror
I don’t know.
I have these demons inside me and they won’t go away. The only way to kill them is to kill me. But instead of thinking this way, I finally start to think of another way. They are a part of me. They made me the human who I am now. They builded me. And instead of hating them, I should learn to accept them. Yes, they are cruel. Yes, they are not nice and they are dark as the night. But without them, I wouldn’t see the beauty of life. Without them I wouldn’t know what happiness is. So instead of hating them and wanting to kill them. I should learn to accept them. To love them. To live with them. They are a part of me and I am a part of them. I know they won’t go away. They will be there my whole life. So I should show them the beauty of life. And show them what happiness is. Because on the deadliest place can flowers grow too. And maybe one day they begin to love and be happy too.
geeosophy-deactivated20211012:
There will always be a part of you that you will never share with another living soul. It is a part of you that you never want the world to see. It remains a mystery and shall always be hidden away so deep within your heart, mind and soul. To lose that piece of mystery within you, is to lose yourself.
One day I will be sitting there on the sea and I will say „I survived“.
I am trying.
geeosophy-deactivated20211012:
In my heart there is an endless darkness which reaches the farthest horizons. Not even the graceful light of pure love and happiness can recede this ocean of eternal night.
Sometimes we need a little love to survive.
Sometimes we need a little heal to fix our broken self.
Sometimes we need a little light in our darkest night.
Sometimes we need a shining star in the cloudly sky.
